This message is especially for anyone who is SRA, (Satanically Ritually Abused), DID, (Dissociative Identity Disorder) formerly known as MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder), and for anyone who has or is suffering extreme abuse in this life.
Received Feb. 22, 2026
I have spoken many times about the battle you are fighting, not just the battle of good vs. evil, but the battle to kidnap My chosen ones and use them for evil against Me. Just as I have My army and My remnant who will be with Me to defeat satan and his dark kingdom in this final season, your adversary has strategized for thousands of years and formulated a plan to snatch you from Me, only to use you as a weapon against Me. You must know My children, you have a choice.. even though your life has been stolen and programmed for evil, there is still My breath of life deep within, your core identity which is breathed into by My very breath. Satan cannot take this from you. It is yours by inheritance.
What is pain and torment to one soul is not equivalent to the suffering of another. My precious ones, how can you speak of the measure of your suffering, you ask? Where do you begin, as I bring revelation of what has happened to you in your quest to find healing and breakthrough? How do you break free of the chains and imprisonment that has been your journey for so long? Your pain cannot be compared to another, as each is individual for your specific identity in Me.
For you see, I have designed your path specifically for the purpose you were ordained for, and the measure of faith I knew you could walk in, before you were sent here. Only I, as your Creator could possibly know the depths of your torment and why I would allow this, and what the outcome of your experience here would produce. You see, I KNEW YOU from before the foundation of time. I knew what was required for the maximum achievements in your life. Although from your perspective, it has all looked hopeless.
But, you have My word, and I do not lie like men. I cannot lie. For you who overcome in this life, and you who trust Me with the higher calling for your lives, despite the torture and suffering, it is you who will be the manifestation of the greatest degree of glory one could display here in this realm, and you who will bring Me the greatest glory!!
Those who are glorified with Me must suffer with Me first, and I know it is almost impossible to believe a loving Father would allow you to experience such evil. I know My loves. This was never My desire when I first knew you; however, the battle rages and you have been called to fight in this battle, even though the battle belongs to Me and the victory has already been secured for you. You are called to represent Me, especially when the enemy believes he can steal your soul, capture your mind and prevent you from finding your way back to Me. You must remember though, he has already lost this battle. My blood on the Cross of Calvary was your ransom, and you are marked and sealed for truth as a treasure and child of the Most High.
You who have suffered more than you believe anyone could ever understand, you who have been victimized, you who have been beaten, tortured and told you were worthless. This is not your reality! This is not your truth! This is the ultimate deception that has been forced upon you to keep you from walking in your purpose! I Am here and you are loved beyond measure. You are treasured and you are Mine. I call you by name, and I knew you from before you were ever born. The enemy cannot steal what has always been Mine. My very breath was breathed into you, but the dark kingdom has tried to rob you of your God given breath and your purpose in being here. I will only allow your enemy to go so far, and then I will snatch you back from the pits of hell, but you must run to Me!
You are marked and you have a purpose! The enemy marked you for death and destruction, because you are Mine. But, I have marked you for eternal life! You are not disqualified, tainted or useless regardless of what has been done to your body, soul and mind! Nothing can thwart My purposes in and for you. You must believe! Every moment of every traumatic experience you have ever had, I was there. Every time you were told you were nothing, I was there. Every time you were hated for simply being alive, I was there. Every unimaginable atrocity of every kind that was inflicted upon you, I was there. I was giving you the grace to endure then, and I still am giving you that grace. My Word promises this to you. I was and I am taking the torture for you and giving you a way to come home.
My precious loves, I know you do not understand why you have had to suffer so horrifically in this life. But, My ways are higher than your ways, and My design for you is perfect, although you lack the understanding now. If you will allow Me to use you through the incredibly and incomprehensible pain and torture, I will be glorified, and your reward will be waiting for you into eternity. What the enemy wants to use for his glory, I will use for Mine. What a testimony of the awesomeness of who I Am when his plan backfires back on him, and the life he attempted to rob of its destiny finds its ultimate fulfillment in Me for all of eternity!
Don't give up My precious ones. Do not despair for one more moment, as I am here, and I will lead you home. You are My treasures in jars of clay. Seek Me with everything you have. Do not fear what they can do to you. Completely surrender yourselves, your parts, your fragmented pieces, your scars and your unspeakable pain and allow Me to bathe you in My river of living water where you will never thirst again. Only I know the depths of evil you have experienced, and only I can be the healing balm for your soul. If you choose it to be so, pray that your suffering would be used for My righteousness sake, and watch what I will do in and through you! You will save many others by your testimony! What satan and his dark kingdom wanted to use for their purpose and their agenda, I will use for Mine. Always remember, they hated Me first, and this is why they target you. They are only using you to attempt to harm Me. Again, an almost impossible concept for most to grasp here, but I assure you, the outcome of what was meant for evil can and will be used for good, if you give Me your all.
I know this is more than you believe you can bear. I know this appears impossible and that you believe you can't stand this pain or this existence one more moment. But, because I have appointed you for this time and season, I will sustain you. You are not here reading this by coincidence but by ultimate design and divine appointment for this moment of now!
Grab My hand and let Me deliver you through this. You have My word. I will never let you go! Nothing can stop you when your heart is truly set on Me, and you are running for your very life to find Me for rescue. Run now My beautiful cherished ones, RUN NOW! Allow Me to turn something so unthinkable into something indescribably beautiful, as only I can. Your spirit belongs to Me and their cults and their web of death can't take that away from you.
Reach deeply within and bring to the surface your Neshama - the very breath of life and spirit that I have placed within you and that only belongs to Me.
I will wait for you, but My desire is that you run to Me NOW..
DO NOT WAIT.. IT IS TIME!!
*** RUN, RUN NOW.. ***
YAHUSHUA (Jesus Your Messiah)
THE CRUCIFIED ONE, THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOUR SUFFERING AS I AM THE SUFFERING SERVANT
And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.
2 Cor. 2:11
Lest Satan should get an advantage of us: for we are not ignorant of his devices.
Col. 2:15
And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it.
Rev. 20:10
And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.
And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.
Rom. 8:17
And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.
Rom. 8:18
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
“THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS UPON ME,
BECAUSE HE ANOINTED ME TO PREACH THE GOSPEL TO THE POOR.
HE HAS SENT ME TO PROCLAIM RELEASE TO THE CAPTIVES,
AND RECOVERY OF SIGHT TO THE BLIND,
TO SET FREE THOSE WHO ARE OPPRESSED,
TO PROCLAIM THE FAVORABLE YEAR OF THE LORD.”
And He closed the book, gave it back to the attendant and sat down; and the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on Him. And He began to say to them, “Today this Scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.”
Jer. 29:11
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
Eph. 2:10
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
Jer. 1:5
Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
Num. 23:19
God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?
Rev. 2:7
He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.
2 Chron. 20:15
And he said, Hearken ye, all Judah, and ye inhabitants of Jerusalem, and thou king Jehoshaphat, Thus saith the LORD unto you, Be not afraid nor dismayed by reason of this great multitude; for the battle is not yours, but God's.
1 Tim. 2:6
Who gave himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time.
Eph. 1:13-14
In Him, you also, after listening to the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation—having also believed, you were sealed in Him with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is given as a pledge of our inheritance, with a view to the redemption of God’s own possession, to the praise of His glory.
will have power, together with all the saints, to comprehend the length and width and height and depth of the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us,…
For the LORD of hosts hath purposed, and who shall disannul it? and his hand is stretched out, and who shall turn it back?
Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” declares the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways. And My thoughts than your thoughts.
Gen. 50:20
But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
7Now we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this surpassingly great power is from God and not from us. 8We are hard pressed on all sides, butnot crushed; perplexed, but not in despair;9persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.…
Heb. 13:6
So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.
John 7:38
He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.
Rev. 7:14-16
14“Sir,” I answered, “you know.” So he replied, “These are the ones who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. 15For this reason, they are before the throne of God and serveHim day and night in His temple; and the One seatedon the throne will spread His tabernacle over them.16‘Never again will they hunger, and never will they thirst; nor will the sun beat down upon them, nor any scorching heat.’…
John 15:18
If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.
Cor. 10:13
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Deut. 31:6
Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
Rom. 8:38-39
38For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Psalm 150:6
Let every thing that hath breath praise the LORD. Praise ye the LORD.
Neshamah: Breath, spirit, soul
Original Word: נְשָׁמָה
Part of Speech: Noun Feminine
Transliteration: nshamah
Pronunciation: neh-shaw-maw'
Phonetic Spelling: (nesh-aw-maw')
KJV: blast, (that) breath(-eth), inspiration, soul, spirit
NASB: breath, who breathed, blast, spirit, breathes, life, persons alive
Word Origin: [from H5395 (נָשַׁם - gasp)]
1. a puff, i.e. wind, angry or vital breath, divine inspiration, intellect. or (concretely) an animal
Strong's Exhaustive Concordanceblast, that breaths, inspiration, soul, spirit
From nasham; a puff, i.e. Wind, angry or vital breath, divine inspiration, intellect. Or (concretely) an animal -- blast, (that) breath(-eth), inspiration, soul, spirit.
see HEBREW nasham
NAS Exhaustive ConcordanceWord Origin
from nasham
Definition
breath
NASB Translation
blast (2), breath (15), breathes (1), life (1), persons alive (1), spirit (2), who breathed (3).