Sunday, July 30, 2023


Message received July 27, 2023

As I woke up this morning, I asked Yahushua to help me understand even more the importance of accepting all types of suffering here in this life. I was specifically speaking to Him about physical pain this morning. I have always known it was important to suffer well, and that we need a level of understanding in this life in order to learn to overcome. He has given me bits and pieces over the years, but I asked Him this morning for a deeper revelation about suffering in this realm. He often gives me one word or a phrase to start with and meditate on before He speaks. He started this morning with the word    " resilience."


My beautiful daughter and My beloved ones, there are many of My mysteries now unfolding to those who walk the difficult path, those who journey towards greater and greater intimacy with Me, your Spouse. I have given you much revelation as to the distinct groups that have come to this realm after satan and his angels fell from My Kingdom, how I then made a way for all that choose Me to be saved, and why the experience of My set-apart ones is tailored in such a way that mastery may be achieved in order that you over-come not only self and this vessel, but this realm. There is a discipline that must be followed, as you walk in obedience. The only way to reach the level of mastery required for greater intimacy is to have a series of experiences that give you opportunities to make choices to rise above as you fully surrender, to deny self and flesh, to learn to command your spirit mastery over your soul and to become resilient to anything that is presented here. To each experience, you are to apply the teachings found in My Word. I tell you often enough, it is always about your choice in what I present to you. In that choice, you will either grow and move forward, or you will repeat the lesson until it is mastered before moving to the next level. Resilience does not mean to become hardened or numb to the suffering, rather it is the higher call of the Most High- a race that is meant to be run and run well. 

You run for a crown that is imperishable and your destiny is to return to the incorruptible nature. You see, this race will be run well, because when you are in Me, you cannot fail, you simply continue to fall forward. It is a call to be impervious to everything that this realm and this body experiences in this life. It means that nothing- no amount of heart pain or heartbreak, no amount of mental anguish or fatigue, and no physical pain in the body, no matter how intense any of these are or can be can prevent you from continuing to rejoice in it all. It is a call to praise Me no matter how much there is hurt, pain or suffering of any kind. It is not only giving thanks for the suffering, but asking Me what I am desiring to reveal to you through it. It is a call to maintain the disposition in temperance that I have given you as an example, that of the fruits of the spirit, so all may see Me in you. For you see, I reveal so much of Myself when you allow Me to work in you through this. It is in this way that I carefully and ever so lovingly draw you further and further away from all that this life is here, My Spirit bringing back to you in remembrance, the reason why you have come, and what I have purposed you to do as you sojourn here. The layers of understanding come as I gently peel away the walls of reason and logic in this fallen realm that tell you that suffering should not be. 

In My Kingdom which is your eternal home and where your spirit is always residing, you have access to hidden knowledge that has been kept from you through the reign of darkness in this realm by the enemy of your soul who hated Me before he hated you. I have given you the keys to this hidden knowledge and one of the ways you can access it is through the pain and suffering in this life. Although satan has a part in using pain and suffering to harm you, I allow it in order to teach you to walk in your full authority here, which is mastery of all that is under My dominion, because you are heirs to My Throne. 

Does it not say in My Word that one of you can put a thousand to flight? Or, that five of you will chase a hundred, and a hundred will put ten thousand to flight as your enemy falls before you? This is who you are as you walk in My truth applying these principles. The path of learning here is not a comfortable path as the world teaches, but an entirely unique calling that when followed in My counsel and wisdom, will afford you the level of maturity that you are ordained to reach in the time allotted here. It is only then, when you can rejoice in the pain and suffering and give Me thanks and praise that I am allowing it, that you will be transformed from the inner focus on self, to a focus of walking as an instrument of righteousness for My glory. 

This is the molding and refining I am doing in you. In this way, you will be fashioned into My image, the image of your Creator, as only I know what is best for you and what will bring you to the position in which you are completely emptied in order that the fullest of My glory can pour through to others. Ambassadors of light is who you are, and this light is not to be hidden. 

So, shine My beautiful ones, shine through all the darkness and watch and see what I will do!

Your Savior and Shepherd of Your Soul,


My sisters and my brothers in Yahushua, Jesus The Messiah. I know that many of us have been holding on for dear life to The Lord’s promises and His return to transform us back to our first estate, and present His army to a lost and dying world, one that is filled with ever increasing corruption and deception. We all have felt the uptick in darkness, as everything seems out of place, especially in the society we have known all of our lives. The Lord has spoken to me over the last month in short exchanges. Of course, I desire to hear Him continually, but that is often not how He operates. When He is relatively quiet, He is doing a greater work in me, and He wants me to press into Him until I understand and can demonstrate what He has placed before me. I often find myself between the spirit and the flesh, depending on what life situations are presenting themselves at any given time, and I must see each situation as an opportunity to demonstrate what Father has taught us through His scriptures, words and messages. 

Recently, Father has been giving me specific words to meditate on, e.g. resilience, disposition. He then asks me to apply these words to my journey and walk with Him. And, although I understand what He has said and what a word basically means, applying “His” definition of the word to my life can be a huge challenge, as if climbing a cliff face. You can see the top, but you are not exactly sure how to proceed successfully. You know that success means you can rejoice in The Lord for helping you to overcome suffering, fear and pain in order to reach the summit, but I know also that I could fall, figuratively speaking, and then I would have to try again, as another opportunity presents itself. This process continues in a loop pattern until I have mastered and demonstrated the given assignment to The Lord’s satisfaction. This is what The Lord refers to as the “refining process,” and it often can be challenging, painful and disheartening at times. 

However, if we hold onto the promise that The Lord does all things for our good. Then, we can get back on our feet with an attitude of gratitude that The Lord cares for all of us so much that He has designed every detail of our time here to be a learning experience, one that will bear fruit if we don’t let the bumps and bruises, and the pain and suffering overwhelm and paralyze us. In suffering we are made whole, and in entering into His sufferings, we truly come to know Him as He is. All of us are broken vessels, misfits to the world. But, to Our Father in Heaven, we are precious and valued beyond measure. So, my beloved family, let us not let it get us down and give the enemy the upper hand, but let us press into the upward call of God, as He takes us through the final stages of our refining, so that we can glorify Him to the utter most. Praise The Lord!

Matt. 16:24 (KJV)
Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

Rom. 6:13
Neither yield ye your members as instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness unto God.

Ephesians 4:17-19 (BNB)
So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer walk as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. They are darkened in their understanding and alienated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardness of their hearts. Having lost all sense of shame, they have given themselves over to sensuality for the practice of every kind of impurity, with a craving for more.

Joshua 24:15 (KJV)
And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

2 Cor. 6:14

Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?

1 Cor. 9:25

And every man that striveth for the mastery is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a corruptible crown; but we an incorruptible.

Matt. 16:19

And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

Rom. 8:17

And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.

Joshua 23:10

One man of you shall chase a thousand: for the LORD your God, he it is that fighteth for you, as he hath promised you.

Lev. 26:8

And five of you shall chase an hundred, and an hundred of you shall put ten thousand to flight: and your enemies shall fall before you by the sword.


And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.

Luke 8:16

No man, when he hath lighted a candle, covereth it with a vessel, or putteth it under a bed; but setteth it on a candlestick, that they which enter in may see the light.

2 Cor. 5:20

Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God.

Thursday, July 20, 2023


Message received July 20, 2023


My prayer to Father:

I cry out to You my precious King and Groom, my Messiah, my closest Friend and My everything, with everything I have to offer of this existence. I cry out like Asa did, to please help the powerless against the mighty! I need you desperately and rely solely on You! I know I speak for so many like me, who are heartbroken and weary, both in body and in heart. Each night I lie down praying tomorrow could be the day, the day of my rescue, the day I unite in Spirit completely with You, the day that all changes and I am freed from this realm which is not my home. I can't explain it Yahushua, but You know already what I am trying to say.  I was not made to remain here, but rather I have only come to fulfill my purpose, to save all that have ears to hear, to warn of repentance and share Your heart with anyone who will listen. I have done what you have called me to do so far and I eagerly await my next assignment.  Every day that goes by it feels more and more difficult just to breathe in this place of such low frequency; how my heart breaks over and over and over at all the evil in this place.  Just being alive here feels so awkward, like a fish trying to breathe out of water.   I would not survive for a minute without You living in me, comforting me, counseling me and encouraging me to go one more hour, one more day, waiting for the appointed time of Your return for me. This earth is travailing like never before and even all creation groans for You to come. I never believed I would see the days when all the things in your Word are coming true at breathtaking speeds. It is all so sickening Hayah, Yahushua, and I pray you would increase my faith even more, so I won't get discouraged or down-trodden as I wait, patiently enduring, for the redemption of my body with you. I know there are many others just like me, who love you with everything they have, and feel the same way each day. Please help me, and help us. Thank you Father.. Thank you Lord.. Amen


My little one, and all those I cherish, I am here. I am in every intimate detail of your lives, in every heartbeat and in every breath you take. This life is painful for many reasons, yes, I know this because I designed it. Although you have been given much understanding and revelation concerning Me, you will spend all of eternity growing and learning more and more of Me, as My Heart is ever-expanding. 

It is difficult, yes, to see the beautiful and undefiled now in these last moments, as all things evil have taken dominance over every aspect of life. But there is great joy in knowing that I have all in My hands, and that nothing is occurring without My permission or knowledge. I use all things for My glory, the holy and the unholy. So very soon you will see what I am referring to. As your paradigm shifts, an even greater division has been made. Many who have been complacent and undecided have slipped further into deception and unrighteousness. At the same time, you who walk with Me in obedience are learning an even greater refining and level of training as I draw you up and away from all things wicked. What commander does not train His army to be the best he/she can be?

Remember when I spoke of the tearing away of the soul from the spirit? As you lose interest in all things material and anything pertaining to this realm, I draw you deeper into Me, closer and closer to My heart, pouring out My love upon you, filling you with Me, removing the last vestiges of flesh and sealing you for your next season. The process has been a painful one My loves, but perseverance in the trials has made you strong. This is not a strength found here in the physical, but rather only a strength that can be attained by literally surrendering consistently, everything in this life and remaining humble and contrite of heart. You feel the weakest you have ever felt, but in My eyes, you have become the strongest you have ever been, because I have poured into you more than ever before to prepare you for the great harvest. In an instant, it will be Me that manifests in  all My glory through you and then you will know that your suffering was not in vain. All that you endure serves a distinct and extremely important purpose, and when you allow it to be  so, will glorify Me. 

There is no greater honor that to bear the marks of your Messiah. Those marks and those scars identify you to the world who I am. So bear those marks well and rejoice in that the moment is come that I will glorify Myself in and through you and all will know that I live!


2 Chron. 14:11 (King James version) KJV

And Asa cried unto the LORD his God, and said, LORD, it is nothing with thee to help, whether with many, or with them that have no power: help us, O LORD our God; for we rest on thee, and in thy name we go against this multitude. O LORD, thou art our God; let not man prevail against thee.

John 16:30

Now are we sure that thou knowest all things, and needest not that any man should ask thee: by this we believe that thou camest forth from God.

Gal. 5:24

And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.

Gal. 2:20

I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.

Gal. 6:17

From henceforth let no man trouble me: for I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus.

2 Cor. 12:9

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Rom. 5:1-5

1Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: 2By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. 3And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; 4And patience, experience; and experience, hope: 5And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

Rom. 8:18

For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be comparedwith the glory which shall be revealed in us.

2 Cor. 4:17

For our light and momentary affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory that is far beyond comparison.

1 Pet. 4:13

But rejoice that you share in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed at the revelation of His glory.

Sunday, July 16, 2023


 Dear family in Yahushua,

Again today, we want to extend our most sincere gratitude to those of you who support what Father has called us to do in this ministry. We could not continue without your help, and our faith is strengthened as Yahushua shows His faithfulness through all of you! Thank you so much! For those who use Zelle to send gifts, please send us a message with your email address in order that we can confirm and personally respond to your gift as this information is not provided on the Zelle bank platform. 

May Yahuah greatly reward you and bless you for your faithfulness and obedience to all He places on your hearts concerning us. Please also continue to pray for us here as we keep all of you in our daily prayers as well. 

Love and shalom from our family to yours,

Doug, Julie and family

Saturday, July 8, 2023


 Message received July 5, 2023


As you know dearest daughter, the world is at war. The souls of men war with all that they know, and even that which they do not know. They war against what is seen, but few know that the war is in the unseen. But, surely I tell you this. I will not always strive with man. I will be sanctified in and through you, My remnant and they will see. I will be exalted, and they will know that I Am Holy. 

The day is upon you, the great awakening, when all men will know the truth. All that has been done in the darkness will be brought to the light. All the lies and deception will be exposed. No one and nothing will be able to hide, as I manifest powerfully in the earth. Who will be able to stand in that day, when My glory and the sheer essence of who I Am permeates this realm? 

I am all powerful, the all consuming fire, and I hold all dominion. I am the Great I AM. There is no one besides Me. 

Prepare, prepare to those who walk in darkness for the time has come for all to be fulfilled. 


Eph. 6:12

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Isa. 57:16

For I will not contend for ever, neither will I be always wroth: for the spirit should fail before me, and the souls which I have made.

Eze. 36:23

And I will sanctify my great name, which was profaned among the heathen, which ye have profaned in the midst of them; and the heathen shall know that I am the LORD, saith the Lord GOD, when I shall be sanctified in you before their eyes.

Isa. 5:16

But the LORD of Hosts will be exalted by His justice, and the holy God will show Himself holy in righteousness.

Luke 8:17

For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad.

Heb. 4:13

Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.

Mal. 3:2

But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner's fire, and like fullers' soap:

Psa. 76:7

Thou, even thou, art to be feared: and who may stand in thy sight when once thou art angry?

Psa. 130:3

If thou, LORD, shouldest mark iniquities, O Lord, who shall stand?

2 Chron. 20:6

And said, O LORD God of our fathers, art not thou God in heaven? and rulest notthou over all the kingdoms of the heathen? and in thine hand is there not power and might, so that none is able to withstand thee?

Heb. 12:29

For our God is a consuming fire.

1 Sam. 2:2

There is none holy as the LORD: for there is none beside thee: neither is there any rock like our God.

Luke 21:22

For these be the days of vengeance, that all things which are written may be fulfilled.

Deut. 32:39

See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal: neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand.

Ecc. 8:13

But it shall not be well with the wicked, neither shall he prolong his days, which areas a shadow; because he feareth not before God.