My precious brothers and sisters,
I received an e-mail from a beautiful soul in Yahushua who wanted answers as to the meaning of a lifetime of intense suffering and trauma caused by incredibly evil people, and resulting in this soul experiencing Dissociative Identity Disorder (DiD), formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder. This really hurt my heart more than most messages I have received, and I have been seeking Father to answer this precious soul with words that only He would be able to express. This is my prayer. I am sharing these words from Our Father, His Son, and His Holy Spirit, as He has instructed me to do, not only with the person who contacted me, but with each and every soul that reads or hears this message, because it is for everyone. May our precious Messiah blanket in His great love all those who have suffered so terribly and severely at the hands of men.
Message received Dec. 7, 2025
Genesis 50:20
But as for you, ye thought evil against me; BUT God meant it for good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
Father's words:
My dearest, most precious child. You are loved beyond measure, a treasure birthed from the depths of My heart. I know and see your intense struggle to feel My love for you in this life. I know at times you even question My existence, and ask why a loving and merciful Father would allow you to experience such incredible suffering in this life. I know that in the times of your most intense suffering, you have not been able to sense My presence with you. But, I assure you, I have never left you or forsaken you. I am not a respecter of persons, and I love each one of My children equally, as much as the other. Although those you have encountered have treated you as less than nothing, worthless and unlovable, someone to be used and abused, neglected, isolated and discarded, I want you to know that this is so far from My truth for you.
Because you only see things from this perspective here, and your understanding is so limited for reasons that cannot be revealed to you just yet, you are not able to understand that My design for your life is perfect, and I know every detail. I know why all these things have been permitted, and it would seem that I am cruel and unloving, and that I have only sent you here for pain. But, I assure you, there is a much higher purpose to My plan for your life and the lives of all those that have been connected to you since you were born.
For you see, only I know the hearts of each soul that I have created. Only I know the choices that are made, not only by you, as you endure along this journey, but the choices of those who have made decisions to inflict such pain and torture upon you. Every soul made in My image has the opportunity to choose life or death, truth or deception. Each one is interconnected in a way that is incomprehensible to you, but as your Creator, only I know the outcome of every choice ever made. I have chosen you for this path and presented you an opportunity to choose Me, despite the darkness, to choose Me, despite the evil, the hate and the violence you have suffered at the hands of others. It is in making this choice for Me through the most evil of experiences that I receive the most glory.
I have always known those who would choose Me, and you are one of those. I have always known that even through the hell on earth that you have known your life to be, I knew that you would still cry out to Me, and that many other lives have the potential to be touched and changed, because of your willingness to suffer for Me, and your willingness to trust in My design instead of believing the lies of the enemy and all of those that have hurt you.
There are repercussions in the spirit each time you continue to choose Me and choose life, and cry out to Me, and one day, very, very soon, your faithfulness will be greatly rewarded, and you will realize, as I reveal to you that just as My Son suffered in order that souls could be saved, you suffer in order that I may be glorified in and through you. A very difficult concept to wrap your head around, but I am asking that you do not try to understand in your limited abilities, but rather trust Me with the very depths of your being in full surrender, knowing that as your Father and Creator, I will turn all things that were meant for evil into something so beautiful for you for all of eternity.
Please My beautiful one, set your eyes on things above, and not on things below. I know this is not easy for you, but I am sitting with you and holding you and loving you, especially when you don't feel Me near. My grace is sufficient although your experience has told you that you cannot bear it anymore, that you cannot bear this existence one moment longer and the trauma that has followed you all of your life. Remember, however, the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in you. All things are about to change, and My people will know that all of the evil from the beginning of time will be used for My purposes and My glory.
Hold on dear child of My heart, child of the Most High. Do not give up on Me! I will never give up on you! Something so beautiful and precious and rare awaits you, a joy into eternity that is indescribable in words. Keep seeking, keep running with everything you have, because I assure you, you will fall into My arms, and all the former things will pass away, and you will spend eternity learning of Me and growing in your intimacy with Me.
Hear Me now My child, I have never been closer to you than I am right now, right here in this moment..
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!
YAHUAH, YAHUSHUA, AND MY RUACH HAKODESH
(FATHER, SON, AND MY HOLY SPIRIT)
Eph. 3:19
And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.
Heb. 13:5b
I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
For there is no respect of persons with God.1
Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
A man's heart deviseth his way: but the LORD directeth his steps.
But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.
But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. 21If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honor, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work.
And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; Knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ.
But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth.
And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:
1 Cor. 10:13
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
